RAWRRGHHHHHHHHH

[karanguni]

*CRY OF RAGE* It's it's it's one of those months! Where there are WORDS but no WRITING comes out; there are like these IDEAS stuck in my head the way PARSLEY STICKS IN TEETH but no output because they have no SOULS. They are like ZOMBIES. D: FANDOM ZOMBIES. I've got a Batman Beyond fic on the burner and a Gundam Wing fic that won't end, BUT ALL I WANT TO DO IS COME HOME TO FINAL FANTASY VII, where the WILD GEESE RUN FREE and the STREETS ARE DARK, COOL AND CALM.

/totally useless post! *BEAMS*

*sob* Fact of the matter is, is that out of all of the tiny little draft ideas that I have, the ones I love best are still in FFVII, and/or in Nasdack, oh god, I am homesick for a fandom, this is clearly a call for Ben & Jerry's.

[edit] THIS. THIS IS WHAT I FEEL LIKE, THIS SONG: Jim's Big Ego - Stress.


I love to work I love to run I love to waterski snowboard
jetski skydive parasail handglide rollerblade mountainbike
bungee jump well I mean I love to do these things if I had the time
I love to work I love to work I love to work after work
I love to spend a little time with this woman that I'm seein
cause we never get the time to spend together
so we call each other up and we talk about work
but I think id really love is to get up by myself on a tiny little island
in the middle of the ocean with just me a book and a cellular phone
and a personal computer in case something came up
and I'd eat and I'd drink and I'd run and I'd sleep
and do nothing but swim all day
except I don't know how to do laps in the ocean
where are the SHARKS where are the SHARKS!!!

[edit again] Oh, screw it all:

From areyougame:

August 12 - Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core, Tseng/Zack: Longing - Finding you in the land of the lost

August 16 - Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core, Tseng/Lazard: Clothes fetish – Meat makes, and clothes shapes, but manners makes a man.

Comments

[glass_icarus]

Where there are WORDS but no WRITING comes out-- WELCOME TO MY LIFE, K. WELCOME TO MY LIFE. D:

[karanguni]

IT'S NEVER BEEN THIS INFURIATING, LIKE, I HAVE IDEAS, BUT NONE OF THE EXCITEMENT THAT USUALLY FOLLOWS AJSLKFJLAJF DOOOOO NOOOOOT WANNNNNNNT, I THINK AFTER I FINISH THE THING I'M WORKING ON I AM GOING TO GO WRITE A FFVII HIGH SCHOOL AU AND KICK WRITERS BLOCK INTO THE AU DRAIN

/CAPSLOCK RAGE

[glass_icarus]

:D

for me, it is that i have words for the things that i DO NOT NEED TO BE CURRENTLY WRITING, SDG:LKHSD:LJF. NOT HELPFUL.

[ailelie]

(1) Fandom zombies. Yeah, I know how that works. I recently scrapped a ficathon story a week before due in order to start from scratch, b/c there were words, but no story or soul. Just scenes and plot.

(2) Jim's Big Ego = You are awesome.

[sloth]

Agh, omg, I know this dread. FANDOM ZOMBIES. Ugggggh.

Isn't it such the strangest feeling to be homesick for a fandom? It's not quite nostalgia, it's tinged differently.


Edited to add: OH MY GOD this song. It is my life. Oh my god. My life.

[karanguni]

THIS SONG HAS. I. I just keep putting it on repeat because it is SO EXCELLENT. 8DDD

It is really weird to feel homesick for a fandom, but it's sort of nice - like you know it's going to be there to welcome you with its tonnes of weirdness and amazingness. 8D

[karanguni]

Hee hee JBE. 8D