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I'm a morning person. I have been all my life, to the extent that universalising statements such as 'all teenagers have body clocks that mean they need to sleep in and start school much later in the day,' have been causing me to roll my eyes since back when I was a teenager. In those days, I was getting up at 6 in the morning to do an hour's piano practice, or go to gymnastics classes or piano lessons before school, and that sort of thing! When I was an undergraduate, I used to get up at similarly early hours of the morning, and work a bit on my essays or presentations or Honours thesis before class; on days when I had no lectures or tutorials to attend, I'd stay at home, work on university work and read the books my editor had sent me to review and write the requisite review, and quite frequently finish up everything before lunchtime, after which point I would spend the afternoon lounging on the couch reading novels. Working from home during the pandemic suited me perfectly, because as long as I was around for scheduled meetings and online teaching, my workplace trusted me to manage my own time, so I'd frequently start work around 7am and finish in the early afternoon. I have literally never slept in later than about 8.30am in my entire life — my body doesn't let me.

The drawback to all this is that my energy decreases alarmingly each hour after lunch, and by the time I've got to about 3 or 4pm I'm basically useless. Since I work regular 9-5ish hours, I tend to store up brainless tasks for the last couple of hours of the day, and I've never been able to do much that requires any intellectual effort in the evening. All-nighters — that staple of teenage and university life — are incomprehensible to me, and I'm in awe of people who are able to produce meaningful work in such circumstances.

My prompt today is very much in light of all of the above: are you an early bird or a night owl — or do you switch between both states? Have you always been this way, or did things change at a certain point? How well does this all mesh with your lifestyle?

August and September TV shows

Sep. 26th, 2025 02:42 pm
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I'm rolling both months into one, as August TV was sparse, and September less so. I finished six shows in total, which were as follows:

  • Karen Pirie, the second season of a Scottish police procedural in which the titular character investigates cold cases. This one involved the kidnapping of the daughter and infant grandson of an oil billionaire in the 1980s, and as the mystery unfolded, assumptions about the motives behind, and consequences of, the kidnapping slowly became eroded. I quite enjoy this series, while finding the fact that the characters all continue to have jobs completely unbelievable, given all the rules they break in order to uncover the truth.

  • The Handmaid's Tale, which I stuck with until the bitter end, despite diminishing returns. I really only liked this before the showrunners ran out of book to adapt (i.e. the end of the first season), since what I find compelling about this story is the claustrophobia and the psychodrama taking place within the confines of a single household which represents Atwood's dystopian society in microcosm. As soon as things opened up wider, it began to become unbelievable — not in the sense of the fundamentalist misogynistic Christian dystopia (which is of course all too believable), but that any of the central characters managed to survive the various dangers in which they find themselves. Their plot armour took things to ridiculous levels, and a lot of things hinged on different characters taking it in turn to be stupid and unobservant each episode. By the time we got to the final season spoilers ) The acting and interpersonal character relationships remained top notch until the end, but I can't exactly recommend sticking with the show for its duration.

  • For a complete change of pace and vibe, I also watched the second season of Surreal Estate, which is a very silly monster-of-the-week show about a real estate agency specialising in selling houses that are literally haunted. Our ragtag team includes scientists, exorcists, and a couple of characters with supernatural abilities, which come in handy when communicating with the various ghosts who are hindering the swift sale of the houses for which the agents are responsible. There are a couple of overarching character threads, but I'm in it for the smaller stories, which are wrapped up in a single episode. It's a lot of fun, and I tend to use it as a palate-cleanser after heavier televisual fare.

  • Season 2 of Wednesday was split by Netflix into two drops of four episodes at a time, and I have to say I much preferred the second batch than the first. I appreciate that gothic stories need to have a strong emphasis on the mistakes of the past bubbling up to haunt characters in the present, but I feel that this season overused Wednesday's parents and relied too heavily on events from their generation's school days, and things picked up when the focus shifted back to Wednesday and her gang of teenage supernatural misfit friends charging off on their own to try to solve this season's mystery.

  • Bookish feels like a show lab-designed to appeal to Anglophile Americans: Mark Gatiss plays the eccentric owner of an antiquarian secondhand bookshop 1950s London, with a sideline in solving mysteries. The tone is decidedly cosy, albeit with an undercurrent of grief due in part to the austere postwar setting, but in the main due to Gatiss's character's backstory: spoilers ) It's a very self-indulgent show, and all the actors are clearly having a great time. For me, it was the perfect Sunday night fare: a bit of confectionery with which to close out the week.

  • Finally, there was the third, concluding season of The Newsreader, an Australian historical miniseries about fictional TV newsrooms in the 1980s, and the cast of outsized, messed up personalities who worked in them. In this final season, we've moved into 1989, and, as before, each episode picks a real-world major news story (mainly global, but sometimes local to Australia), interweaving the characters' attempts to bring this story to air with their own significant individual and communal struggles. The first two seasons of the show were absolutely brilliant, and I think the third stuck the landing, in the sense that every character got what they deserved, in a manner heavy with poetic justice — although the degree to which the two incredibly damaged newsreader characters ended on their feet, in spite of everything, did somewhat strain credulity. For me — someone who grew up with an Australian TV journalist father in the 1980s and 1990s — all of this (including some of the terrible characters) was painfully familiar and achingly nostalgic. Amusingly, early on I expressed a desire to Matthias for crossover fanfic between this show and another fabulous 1980s-set TV miniseries, Deutschland 83, and by the end, such a crossover scenario was, if not plausible, at least theoretically possible!
  • IddyIddyBangBang - Astraze Ein

    Sep. 26th, 2025 12:04 am
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    mirroring from [community profile] iddyiddybangbang

    Title: Astraze Ein
    Creator: [personal profile] kalloway
    Fandom: Gundam Series
    Numbers: 30+ Photographs & 3000+ word project log, in-verse fiction, and a bit of rambling.
    Rating: All-Ages
    Content Notes: None.
    Summary: This is a fully-documented and photographed 'kitbash' 1/144 Gundam scale model from initial conception to finished piece.

    thumbnail image of a black and blue humanoid robot scale model of the Astraze Ein surrounded by its weapons
    Astraze Ein & Project Log on DW

    Things

    Sep. 25th, 2025 08:41 pm
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    • -Adventures of buying a serger: I have gone from "the bottom looper always comes out" to "the upper looper always comes out" with the occassional "the right needle always comes out" and yet somehow I did manage to sew a couple seams before this inability-to-keep-the-machine-threaded problem started, I have watched videos, I have called the company, I have not yet wept tears over it but I am so frustrated, so hopefully telling people will make the machine stop unthreading and then I figure out the tension issues and then I can serge.


    • -Where is a good place to buy desk lamps? The one I had broke and then I spent a while trying to find one including going to a hardware store, and then I found out that home depot has two listings with what appears to be the exact same lamp, but a different company for each and slightly different cost, and this decision has now left me lampless for a month as I figure out which to buy and decide on neither. Lamp is used to be on a timer so it goes on at the time my alarm clock sounds, this is helpful for the time of year when the sun is not up yet at that time, which -- not to worry anyone -- is approaching. So I need a new lamp. Looking for 12-14 inches, not LED, no random bits at the bottom for pens and stuff that'll just collect dust. Not a sun lamp; I tried that and it gave me a headache immediately.


    • What is keeping me from buying a new sewing machine is falling in love with one that's out of stock and then scrolling down today on my usual check of it's in stock to see multiple complains, 2 and 3 years old, that it's out of stock. Perhaps I should settle on my second choice, rather than falling in love with an out of stock sewing machine with features I do not need. (but! the one I have now is not great and I've wanted to replace it rather than keep fighting it, and all it really does is straight and zigzag, so I do not, in fact, need to replace it with a machine with 240 built-in stitches and two fonts, I just need a machine that has a speed I can set rather than try to be perfect on my foot pressure. But if I'm going to upgrade, I wanna upgrade.)


    • I have no intention of writing a Tishrei fic. No ideas, nada. Happy to take a prompt if someone has one but this may just be the year where it stops happening, and I'm okay with that.

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    BBC article.

    Bring tissues if you, like me, are susceptible to Really Good News.
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    Betrothed to the Emperor and Emperor's Wrath

    2/5. M/M fantasy romance about the royal twins raised to kill the emperor of the encroaching empire, except when they are presented, the emperor chooses the brother to marry, not the sister as planned. And then stuff happens.

    I got sucked in based on the trope set, even though I knew damn well this was not going to satisfy. And I was right. There’s something extra frustrating about someone doing tropes you’re into, but with such limited skill that nothing really lands. Here, for example – the books are trying to do fake/pretend relationship but whoops it’s also real, but they’re so incoherent about it and so impatient to get to the porn that I couldn’t keep track from one scene to the next whether we were treating it as real or not. These books also do that thing where our first person narrator totally misses that the guy is into him, but it’s done so clumsily here that it just makes him look incredibly, pathologically stupid.

    /cranky

    Flame flickers a soft light

    Sep. 25th, 2025 04:11 pm
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    I had some unclaimed leave that I had to use or lose by the end of September (our annual leave year runs from 1 October-30 September, vaguely in line with the academic calendar), and I elected to use it to give myself two four-day weekends as September drew to a close. I've been doing this job long enough to know that October and November are an absolutely draining slog, and those September four-day weekends are the perfect way in which to gather strength to cope with the new academic year onslaught.

    That said, today has mostly been all work, as tends to happen with me when I have a long weekend — I try to front-load all the housework and tedious life admin, so that as the weekend carries on, I have fewer and fewer demands on my time.

    However, I did have a small sliver of time, after I got back from swimming at the pool, but before I started making hummus by hand in the food processor for lunch, when I just sat outside on the deck under the yellowing cherry tree, and drank coffee, and ate a slice of spiced pumpkin cake (made by one of my colleagues and transported home yesterday for the occasion), and read my book, and listened to the wind in the silver birch trees next door, and let life stand still for a moment. It was blissful.
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    Since starting my Accidental Advent project on the 8th, I've made it through an impressive amount of stuff! This is the animated chunk of the pile; the manga/comics/magazines/etc will come later.

    Grimms Notes - could not get into at any point despite some fun gimmicks; turns out this was based on a dead Square-Enix mobile game that never reached global. Basically a wander through fairy tales. Also Joan of Arc is a fairy tale now and I am actually kinda curious why Japan likes her so much.

    ClassicaLoid (S1) - this was fun? Composers reconstituted into the present with weird abilities? Like, this was fun and dumb but I cannot imagine watching it again or seeking out the second season. Really good music, and I really liked all the composers but... yeah.

    Cars 1-3 - iirc this was a gift, and this is actually the first time I've seen Cars 2 since it came out. It's still bad! 1 & 3 are formulaic and charming, but 2 is bafflingly bad! I think the main problem is that it hangs on Mater and he's not a lead character archetype. Wait, no, that's one of the main problems; the other is the entire plot and wtf. Hilariously, these were packaged in the case as 1, 3, and then 2 in the back. I agree.

    Earl & Fairy - this is still charming and since the novels are licensed I should really get them. (eBook only afaik, alas) This was a 'I've seen this multiple times but it got licensed and I guess I bought a copy?' watch.

    Monster Musume OVAs - idk why this is a loose disc or where it came from because while I read some of the manga, I've never seen the anime. I legit do not know where this came from. Also since it's OVAs, it's boobies bouncing breastily everywhere.

    Fractale - I don't know why I bought this. I mean, the entire creative team suggests I should have really liked it but it was downright awful and I almost turned it off after the second episode but I thought it might get better? Overdone 'everyone prefers VR' + main character gets accidentally pegged as a pervert and the accusations follow him for the whole show for no reason. I feel like this could have and should have been good, but it was terrible.

    Anyway, two for the shelf, three for the sale box, will ask M if perhaps he misplaced or would like the Monster Musume disc.

    congratulations and celebrations

    Sep. 25th, 2025 10:58 am
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    I tasted a russet apple from the tree in the garden, and it was absolutely delicious—not what my previous experience had led me to expect. Will eat again. The little pale green ones are also good, and I have made baked apples for lunch a few times with the cookers, as well as preserving them as apple sauce.

    *

    Mad busy this week as Beast and I are in charge of the celebration dinner for the barbershop club this Friday evening, and I have tasked myself with making decorations, menu flags and certificates to be awarded during the evening. Nearly done....

    *

    My Bun is now officially engaged! She and her man—I shall have to figure out a better DW name for him—came round on Sunday and showed off their rings, which are inlaid with a sliver of oak, as his parents planted an oak when he was born. Also, wood is nice.
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    Candle Arc #1, color version, at [community profile] candlearc just to keep it corralled. Note that it's viewer discretion advised on account of cuss words, violence, and hexarchate-typical awfulness.

    UPDATED: Alternately: Candle Arc #1 on its own website at Candle Arc (candlearc.com).

    I have the Ka-Blam setup in progress so fingers crossed I can make it available via print-on-demand at Indyplanet in the nebulous future, depending on how orchestration homework is going. /o\

    Preview & update notifications at Buttondown. (This is an email newsletter, but it's archived online. You do not need to sign up.)

    Miscellaneous things this September

    Sep. 24th, 2025 11:33 pm
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    - I did a thing at work today that I was scared of. I was hoping it would be the kind of thing that is only scary in my head, and that was only partially the case, but it's mostly done now (I hope) and that means I'm mostly done with the most important things I need to do before the end of September deadlines, which means I'll finally have more time to study for my exam in early October, fingers crossed. I'll be so relieved when that's over, and I'll finally have more time again for other people and hobbies. It's so mean that I have so little time for Silksong rn and I won't be able to play Hades 2 1.0 when it comes out, boo.

    - Last week we went on a company outing to play "topgolf," which is basically golf played from a balcony with a different scoring system etc. I'd never played golf before, I don't particularly feel the need to do it again but it was fun to try out. I did have a sore arm the day after which, I know I have noodle arms but somehow I'm still sometimes surprised when I get reminded of it.

    - Years ago I got a voucher for a spa as a birthday present and then never used it because I couldn't decide what for, and then recently I decided to treat myself and try something out so I got a pedicure for the first time. It was nice! And now I have glittery teal toenails and that makes me happy when I see them.
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    Short shameful confession: It is oddly satisfying to fill in the middle number of the middle square of a sudoku.

    ---L.

    Subject quote from The Chain, Fleetwood Mac.
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    My final five were:

    Pennington Wise - Carolyn Wells
    Girl Scouts Series - Margaret Vandercook
    The Four Corners Series - Amy Ella Blanchard
    Brooklyn Dodgers Series - John R. Tunis
    Callendar Family Series - John Verney

    So three from the long list and 2 that I thought of after. But I have nommed and placed these in the spreadsheet so I would have to make changes in several places if I change my mind.

    Fun fact about my noms, the number of books in each series goes as follows:
    8,5,8,8,5 (hey, at least I avoided the 20+ book series I'm prone to nominate).

    Also L'shana tova | Happy New Year to all who celebrate. I'm going to try to get a general update post up sometime in the next week (new year's resolution).

    Success????

    Sep. 23rd, 2025 09:18 pm
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    So I'm (kinda) into sewing – wearables so far include one lined sleeveless A-line dress (made of velvet, because no-one told me velvet was a tough fabric lol) and one pair of pleated pants. I decided to make my own body blocks so I can draft my own things/alter crotch curves etc of other patterns to fit me. Today I decided to test out the bodice block.

    expectation: I will have to do at least 1 round of alterations to get my bodice block to fit properly
    reality: perfect block with optimal wearing ease on the first try????

    So I now have a woven tank top made of a nice sky blue clearance bedsheet. I think I'll bind the armscyes, neckline, and bottom in bias binding and then have a wearable for next summer! I just need to buy a bunch of buttons for the closure (I'll put it in a side seam) and figure out a neckline. Currently, as befits a block, it's jewel, but I need to get it over my head so I'll need at least a keyhole and small button at the back...

    The Conjuring 4, Him, The Long Walk

    Sep. 22nd, 2025 10:22 pm
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    The Conjuring 4: Last Rites (2025). Man, this was terrible. Way too long, took forever to get the Warrens to the actual case, the case family got dropped for the entire middle of the movie, unbearably saccharine epilogue. The whole plot turns on the Warrens' daughter Judy having almost died as a baby, being gifted with Lorraine's clairvoyance, and being chased down by the demon(s?) who had her marked for death. However, somehow the characters don't figure that last part out until the climax even though it's blatantly obvious ten minutes in, so the emotional arc of Lorraine mentoring Judy into embracing her gift rather than telling her to hide from it is crammed into like a minute and a half.

    Oh and Ed has heart trouble again, which means nothing. He's fine at the end. The bit in the middle where the doctor tells him he can't afford another heart attack is just a red herring.

    People said this was something of a return to form after The Conjuring 3, but despite that one's glaring holes, at least it wasn't the draggy self-indulgent mess this one was.

    --

    Him (2025). A promising college quarterback is invited to train with the greatest professional quarterback of all time (Marlon Wayans) and gets more than he bargained for. This is football as a cult/football as folk horror. It is not, despite the impression I got from the trailer, about a kid making a deal with the devil at the beginning and then having it unravel on him; it took me a solid hour to accept that it had no intention of being that specific movie.

    This movie has a lot of really nice shots, and both Wayans and the lead Tyriq Weathers are both great. I'm always here for folk horror and weird ritual shit, which this has elements of. I enjoyed the surreality as Cade questions how much of what he sees is even actually happening. The ending is very fun and my favorite part of the movie, even if the movie gets a bit too much into explaining itself.

    That said, I wasn't sure what all the movie was trying to do. Thematically, I don't feel like the movie added much more than what was in the 90-second trailer. I also, as always, had several worldbuilding questions. (My preferred headcanon is that spoilers ))

    --

    The Long Walk (2025). In an ambiguously 50s-ish alternate America, fifty young men volunteer to go on the annual death march until the last one walking wins.

    This is an adaptation of my favorite Stephen King book of all time. I have a bunch of thoughts on it, but tbh they're kind of all praising with faint damns, because they're essentially quibbles. Overall, this captures the essential spirit and theme of the book so well that quibbles are all I have. In fact, in that regard it's probably one of the closest adaptations of a King novel ever, because so many of them go sooooo far off the rails. The emphasis on the relationships between the walkers, the dreary vibe, the body horror, the horrific brutal deaths: it's all here. The movie changes the ending, in keeping with what I felt was a bit of Hollywood dramatization throughout, but the changes still keep to the spirit of the book's ending, I feel.

    I keep thinking I'd like to go see it again before it's out of the theater. We'll see if I manage it. In the meantime, I have had a great time watching interviews with the cast and discussions of how it was made. This is one of those movies where the story of the production is as good as or better than the movie itself. Garrett Wareing, who plays Stebbins, says the cast walked 261 miles in the process of making it. 261 miles!!! He talks about how literally the entire production was mobile: makeup, the food, everything. It just rolled along with the actors. It's also kind of amazing to think about these actors having to do basically ALL their acting while moving. I feel like mostly in movies people aren't having big serious conversations and walking around at the same time. And they filmed the movie chronologically, which IMO really makes sense since they were continuously changing locations and let the actors organically develop their characters and chemistry.

    The director is Francis Lawrence, who got started directing Constantine (2005) and has since directed every Hunger Games film except the first one, so he is a big budget guy. This is the lowest-budget movie he's ever directed ($20M). Several people involved have commented it was a passion project for him, and it really shows. His love for the novel might also explain how he ended up directing so many movies for Death Games: The Franchise??

    This series of interviews is my favorite I've seen so far, but this interview by the Dead Meat folks has fun stuff too, especially in the second half when everyone has found their footing.

    I think this movie is the one I've had the most fun thinking about in a long time.

    Vegetables & Whatnot

    Sep. 21st, 2025 12:15 am
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    Whew! A whole week got away from me. I am a little behind on the Accidental Advent, but I will have time this week to catch up. ^^;;

    (Sunday's belated post)

    Yesterday was our annual family expedition to Eastern Market in Detroit, so my fridge is filled with vegetables. At some point shortly, all stir-fry all the time, lol. I am very excited. I didn't mean to buy as much as I did, but everything looked so good!

    It's Tokyo Game Show week and as usual, I took a couple of days off for it. Honestly, the official streaming schedule is pretty anemic. There are two or three things I might watch, and one S-E stream. I'm not sure who else might have streaming presentations that I want to watch...

    (but since it's my ~annual 'clean the utility room' weekend, I'll also be doing that!)

    I finished my [community profile] iddyiddybangbang project and will be posting it later in the week! I took one of the amnesty dates both because I was So Busy last weekend/week and because I just wasn't done. But now I am (and I suppose if I'd not been so busy I might've finished then?) and I've also leveled up my time management and project management skills.

    Yeah, mostly I'm just thrilled to have the Project done!

     

    A universe of unmapped grief and love
    And new master light is beyond
    The pleiades and plow and southern stars.

    O soaring
    Icarus of outworld, burn bright
    The traceries of known skymarks,
    Slide the highway planets behind
    Your clear waxed wings.

    Go conquer the everywhere left
    Beyond your sad confinement
    In a predicted bonehouse,
    Witch thrown riddle of flesh
    And water.

    O soar until nothing
    remains but great glittering holes
    In the black godspun shirt over your head.

    - John Fairfax